Another New Year

Yep. Another New year is here.
It's a whole new decade, as well.
For some reason, these things just...
don't seem quite as exciting as they used to.
Christmas doesn't seem as special anymore, either.
In fact, none of the holidays really do.
Have they just become so predictable that they seem dead?
They certainly no longer have much of an air of excitement and surprise.
Lack of such things do tend to lead to predictability,
which in turn seems to lead to an air of apathy towards a subject.
Or maybe it just seems this way to me,
and normal people still feel perfectly at home during the holidays.
I haven't been very normal lately, after all.

Anyway, I do have a few new years resolutions, in the end.
If I post them here, i may feel more obliged to stick to them.
Just maybe. Small chance, but it's there.

1. Lose more weight! I know, pretty common resolution, but at least I stuck to it last year- only one I did, but hey, that's something. I lost thirty pounds so far. Still need to lose more, though. I used to be extremely 'pudgy'. Okay, fine. i was outright fat. there, i said it. Doesn't matter now, though; I'm more of a normal weight now. A bit ironic, though. What I gained in normality appearance-wise I've seemed to have lost mentality-wise.

2. Work on my blogs more often, particularly the G-pig one. that one can wait, though. I'll post on that some other day. Soon, though. Maybe. I really should stop procrastinating it...

3. Hm, let's see... ah, screw it. I'll keep it to those two resolutions. maybe with less, I'll actually be able to go through with ALL of them this year.

So, yeah, that's pretty much it. My thoughts on the new year, and resolutions. It's not that special. I'm not that special. I hate that people keep expecting so much of me. "Genius" does not mean "excelling at everything." I just want to be treated like normal, okay? Normal expectations, and stuff like that. Oh, shoot, I just went on a mini-rant there. Anyway, new Year, new decade. Nothing too special, just another day on the calendar, as far as I'm concerned.

It was nice having two weeks off from school, though.